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Life on the other side.
Friday, November 30, 2007

Somebody said, life is cruel, maybe, but little does everyone knew,

life is cruel sometimes especially when,

you couldn't get to watch Kitaro live
you couldn't play Maple Story due to Ixora sucky connections
you couldn't stand a chance trying to beat someone in a squash match
you couldn't get four flat in exams
you can't answer probability and statistic and you think its patethic
you couldn't decide whether we should get a pink shirt or a black one ( ya really I'm going to kill the one who suggested pink as the theme )
your boss wanted the shirt to be design before sunday ends yet you seems to develop retarding skills in Illustrator lately
you couldn't sleep at night because you recently develop insomnia
you play battle tank and AI pawned your ass in less then 15 minutes
you fight with someone because there is lack of communication or simple because no tolerance happen
you lost your stuffs
your friend thought it was funny to make your life more miserable then it really is by spicing the rumors up ( fyi to does who related, shes probably back to Melaka for 3 weeks college sem-break )
you just found out that your girlfriend has been flirting around lately and decided you're not worth the trouble.
and worst part is.. shes pregnant...



okay I made out the last two. The point is, stuffs.. It happens. Theres no way to avoid everything. So the next time you're feeling down, think about it, its not always cloudy, nor sunny. Smile, it helps. ;p

now I'm nocturnal and I don't know why.

p/s : yea yea "try not to think about it that much". okay.

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As I wonder.. @ 11:35:00 PM

Tag.
Monday, November 26, 2007

ONLY TYPE ONE WORD FOR EACH ONE.

Here we go:

1. Beer: expensive.

2. McDonald’s: Spicy nuggets.

3. Relationships: rather not.

4. Favorite color: black.

5. Power Rangers: tommy.

6. Weed: noway.

7. Steroids: nothanks.

8. Cartoons: favourite.

9. The President: bush.

10. Tupperware: never.

11. Florida: west

12. Santa Claus: prizes.

13. Halloween: costume.

14. Alice in wonderland: childhood.

15. Grammar: hate.

16: Myspace: whore.

17. Worst fear: god.

18. Marriage: fantasy.

19. Paris Hilton: dumb

20. Pat: blarhhh.

21. Redheads: chicks?

22. Blondes: hmm.

23. Pass the: phone.

24. One night stands: fun? =p

25. Donald Trump: idol.

26. Neverland: justland.

27. Pixie Stix: wtf?

28. Vanilla ice cream: mcd.

29. Hooters: extreme?

30. High school musical: overrated.

31. Pajamas: none.

32. Woody: allen.

33. Wet Socks: smells.

34. Driving: fun.

35. Love: friends

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I've stole someone's tag seeing I have lots of free time and trying to forget stuffs.

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As I wonder.. @ 2:22:00 AM

I need to calmdownstudy
Sunday, November 25, 2007

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As I wonder.. @ 4:49:00 PM

violent blow, and I took the bullet.



No its not funny anymore when people around you seems to have all the right solutions and you tend to be the one who are wrong. Oh well, life's like that.

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As I wonder.. @ 1:01:00 PM

Around the corner exam is.

I can't help the fact that I'm not what you call an average students who can study and score the papers. But still, it won't bother me that I'm such a wannabe of a 'good student' (yeah somebody thought its funny to portray me as one)

Thus.. I need to go to library to study, not that I can't study at home, but in library, it feels happeningly good atmosphere to study there whereas at home, I would prefer to be on my bed and be as lazy as possible just to avoid studying.

The library atmosphere.. nothing really much change that last semester, well.. not that much really.

I think I can manage prob and stats, but economic is a suicidal attempt just to think about it.
In spite of exams, one guy is facebooking, probably finished studying.
Oh well.. back to my drawing board ( no you genius, its a form of speech ) .


So anyone out there who is good with economics, kindly please I need helpI'm desperate for help.


p/s: I really have no intention of removing the last post no matter how vague its sound or it does not make any sense to some of you people (because it wasn't directly pointed to you maybe?), I'm still depressed, and oh well, life is unpredictable. I can't seem to cope up with stress nowadays and that makes life less interesting and made death looks like a cake. There is no cake really. Pardon the pun.

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As I wonder.. @ 12:16:00 PM

died. well literally.

When things look highly impossible, don't put great expectation on it. Your soul will break.

deep, meaningful and it rang a bell.

may I remind myself :
spm
13th July 2006 incident
a day before my birthday
19th May 2007 incident

so I realized one thing, no matter how far I ran away from one problem to another, shit happens. and if I faced it? shit still happens.
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you brought it up, I didn't blame you for that, friendship does have certain extend that we must try not to ignore friends who in trouble, but as you can see, I'm in deep depression now, so curse word filter will be off by now. fuck, i better stop writing before the whole blog filled with cursing and profanity.

shattered does bring new meaning.

so can I die tonight?

for real.

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As I wonder.. @ 2:12:00 AM

Study?
Saturday, November 24, 2007

Oh what a cliché. Somehow, these past few days, the class although as boring as usual, it feels interesting because of the memorable events that happened during the 'peak' period. Can't understand what I meant? Well, let me ask you, how would you feel if you have 8'oclock in the morning class for three days in a row, or rather, what do you think what will happen to your friend during that so called 'peak' hour? This post was inspired by C'est La Vie (life's like that). You guys might not know the author of the blog C'est La Vie, but shes currently the writer for sigma yearbook for MMU.

It all started with the Seasons Ice Lemon Tea sitting innocently in class
and one guy not paying attention in class ( look who's talking while he was also playing with his phone camera )
presenting economic class.. this is the total listener. Yeah exactly in the picture.. two person, the other 98%? Oh we had our own fun behind.Wanna see big differences between guys and girl in class?
Seriously, Christ was sleeping but when I tried to snap his pic, he woke up and make the picture look like he's one of the posers ;p
See, while the guys behind busy with their activities, guess what the girl did.. Notes.. yeah Notes.
This is Tee Kam, nescafe new ambassador. I bet nescafe can use this new quote, "Drink Nescafe, It will help you during morning class!"

This is our breakfast. Yeah, breakfast during Probability and Statistic class.. its 8'oclock in the morning, whadaya expect?Don't ask please. Suddenly I had the urge to have Ice Lemon Tea the whole week..
This is Calvin during economic class.

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As I wonder.. @ 2:17:00 AM

I'm seeing double
Friday, November 23, 2007

Okay... lately, I think I need glasses, because I kept seeing things I shouldve'nt seen. No not that kind off stuffs damnit.

I'm currently too lazy to type because I got class after this. (but behind me, someone said its already started damnit. ) So anyway, I'll continue this post later.

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As I wonder.. @ 9:55:00 AM

Wait

Too those who was waiting for this post. Wait, because, I didn't have time to post it last night (my lan cable was used by some random cousin, and my lappie was used to play some kiddo games, tsk, i hate joo little cousinsminions). So wait, Ill post it by today. Sorry NTW ;p.

xoxo,
your dad.

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As I wonder.. @ 7:14:00 AM

Of burning charcoal and empty laksa bowl.
Sunday, November 18, 2007

Remind me of the yumchas we had. *points at cheese cake*
Yeah everyone is looking at you eating ;p
*salutes* All the way from tampin hehe. Thanks Lin Hui!
Ming Jie looking ghairah.
They all are mesmerized by carmen's ability to consume 5 plates in 3 mins. Kidding carmen! *evades*
Somehow, Tee Kam looks like pedophile in this picture. Run chesley run!


No way, thats no random title. It has hidden meaning, as deep as my wound after the hot burning charcoal pierced on my foot. Blame Tee Kam for that. Lol. Okay let me explain first why I suddenly stop posting, truthfully, wasn't feeling up to do all the posting lately mainly because of few reason, I just had too much to talk about, and no time to type it out. Was having my coursemates and friends good friends visiting my house few days back, trust me, it was holy shet fun ;D. Thanks guys, I know you guys like my mum's cooking, I don't blame you for coming back for more. You know, there's no feeling like seeing you guys enjoying yourself, because it shows you like being here and that makes me feel appreciated. Especially someone keep changing seats too eat everything haha. The name shall not be written here ;D. Oh Lin Hui, for coming all the way from Tampin, *salutes*. I told my mom, "that's my boss". Oh last but not least, guys from spb, Edo, Muharram, Aaron and Ivan, probably the best TD buddies ever! :D thanks for coming man. Haha.

This picture is damn emo I tell yaI was hidding behind Chesley, while Kam Hong looks like someone concerned bout future
We're looking for my 20 cent that just dropped few mins ago


So what's with this empty laksa bowl all about? Well, Laksa seems to be the main attraction among my chinese friends, and I have no idea why? Yeah thats no ordinary laksa, because my mum decided to use spaghetti. Don't ask me why, but since you guys like the laksa so much, I doubt you guys care :D. Personally I prefer Ketupat. Lol. Oh may I add, the cheese cake ain't that bad either, they liked it too much till they don't even know how to cut it. Seems like their lust for eating cheese make someone's coordination went scrambled. Haha. Although, I wished that lots of you guys were here, but seems that I picked the wrong date, but I couldn't delayed it any longer. So, behalf of myself, sorry guys, Joanne, Yuwan, Calvin, Avisha, and others that seems to went back for holiday. All I can say is, there will always be next time, come on, our friendship wont end that fast I doubt, we'll still be seeing each everyone of us for the rest of our life right? :D.

Windy? ;D
Aiyoh Carmen, why you look shocked?
I had to cast starfall to start the fire. Damn, there goes my Mana

Ya, ya you look cute. Happy? ;P
Err.. girls this is Eros. He look ganas, but don't let his appearance fool you. He's cool.
What is this.. Emo world day?

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As I wonder.. @ 2:39:00 PM

My chemical romance : Live in Malaysia

Some band coming to town, and guess who got tix(s) ;p

Someone been trying hard to buy this ticket off me, or should I say ticket(s). Oh shush, for those who knew, just keep quiet. Oh and theres this guy who keep asking, which chick(s) are you going to bring to the concert. OH, what chick? Do I know any that like MCR. I don't know, maybe. Haha. Meh not exactly a die hard fan of them but come what may. About four of my friends are going in class, and another four from other course.

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Drama, drama, drama.
Friday, November 9, 2007

Life is full of them. What a fuss. Seriously, we even have our own drama in spr room haha. Ming Jie might know what I'm talking about. So anyway, life these past week might be considered look promising although sometimes you can say shit does happen. Oh well, lets try to forget all the mishaps that happened. You won't see your shadow if you keep your head ahead. Theres always two sides in every story. Lol.

p/s : I've gained weight too. Sweatness.

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As I wonder.. @ 11:10:00 AM

A new day, a new life,
Tuesday, November 6, 2007

A new semester, a brand new pages. Hopefully the pages aren't spoiled like last time. There just time when shit happens you might not know off. Some details you've might miss off lately, like not seeing Chesley at RnR. Gomenasai! Okay, somebody decided to add spice on first day of the new semester by how should I say.. erm.. missing.. err i mean missplacing her handphone somewhere. I'm sooooooooooooooo not going to let her forget this semester for the rest of his study periods. ;p. So lets ignore that for a moment, and let me write out. Guys, its been a real pleasure serving you guys these pass semester as a class representative. Yeah I know I suck, but somebody got to do it right? Lol, okay, pardon me, you guys are great, but please freaking tone down the NABILA JOKES. Shes.. just the not-my-type. =p. Now that I've expressed my emotional first semester fiasco of preventing you guys from teasing me all around campus with some indonesian chick look alike, WHICH i dont EVEN know, dont even CARE, and as Yuwan said shes too hot to handle hahaha, blekk.. I shall now welcome you guys back to MMU Melacca Campus with the warmest, utmost welcoming greet. Okay that speech just overkill and sound damn girlish. So all I can say is first day was great, and I have a lot to talk about you guys. Err, talk about and talk to you guys about something I meant. So till we meet.

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As I wonder.. @ 10:59:00 AM

Sigma Working Week
Thursday, November 1, 2007

Okay I haven't blogged for like few days because of sigma working week lately, but its okay. The result was promising and for once in my life, I slept at 6 and woke up at 1. Ha ha. Quoted from the awesome EIC herself, "You look terrible, go back to sleep now and continue the work later!". Haven't she learn, when I decide to do something, I can't stop haha. Unless its physics (shadap you guys out there with awesome physics brain :P). So let me explain about SigWOW. Its basically a week where SPB-rians gather and try to do the templates, the stuffs for the university yearbook, yeah it was tiring, sometimes boring, but thats not the point. You see, when you finished your own template, and you preview it in your computer, it really look like holy shit thats cool. But sometimes if you're not up to standard, the EIC will just say REJECT!!. Or if its Lin Hui.. "err I don't know.. you decide" (which usually mean it doesn't look nice bwahahaha.)

So till we meet again.

p/s : come back fast I MISS YOU GUYS. and bwahahaha somebody still haven't wake up yet ;p

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